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Clips from Russian Doll - Reflection (S01E01)

"No, not since it came out. It is the worst."
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"You know, this is one of the first games I helped design."
Russian Doll
"Well, that's something we have in common. You designed it. I played it."
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"Yeah, you and every other dude between the ages of 18 and 35."
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"-Why do you think this sucks? -It is impossible."
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"I spent six months trying to get out of the snake room"
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"before I realized whoever designed this probably didn't bother to play it."
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"-Let me tell you something. You? You? -Yeah?"
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"You don't think I played my own game?"
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"Uh... I'd bet my life on it."
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"Well, that does not mean much given our present circumstances."
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"You created an impossible game with a single character"
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"who has to solve everything entirely on her own."
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"That's stupid."
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"Watch and learn, baby face."
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"[video game chimes]"
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"[Nadia] Uh-huh, uh-huh, uh-huh."
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"There you go."
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"You little bitch."
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"I say..."
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"the trick is you got to find a labyrinth keeper."
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"You know, she's based on Tatum O'Neal in Paper Moon, but with my hairdo."
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"They call that an Easter egg."
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"Be careful."
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"[character screams]"
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"[Nadia] Mea culpa, this shit is fucking harder than I remember."
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"Do you mind smoking outside?"
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"Look, if I smoke outside, then I could die."
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"And if I die, you die. So basically, you're welcome, all right?"
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"Don't be so fucking uptight, man."
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"-Hey, how did you die? -[Alan] Oh."
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"Um... [sighs]"
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"-Crushed in rush hour traffic. -Uh-huh."
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"Slipped in the shower. Uh, bathtub electrocution."
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"Um..."
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"Open manhole."
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"Right, but, you know, the first time? How did you die that first time?"
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"I don't know. I can't remember."
Russian Doll
"What do you mean you can't remember? I remember my first time."
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"I was hit by a car."
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"Honestly, all I remember is suddenly being in my bathroom"
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"and then just reliving the same day."
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"You don't remember your first death?"
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"Mm-mm."
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"[video game character screams]"
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"[Nadia scoffs]"
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"Look, your first death could be what started this whole thing."
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"Why?"
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"I mean, maybe it's not, but..."
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"honestly, it's the only unknown factor that we have."
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"Johari window."
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"You know, it's a known unknown."
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"We got to trigger your memory."
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"W-- Wait, how?"
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"You see, lucky for you, I know a professional."
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"Darling, that is not how I work."
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"I see patients regularly for years before even trying EMDR."
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"Right, right. Uh... hypnosis."
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"Or, um... I don't know, ayahuasca?"
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"[Ruth] Listen to me."
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"I'm a therapist, not a shaman."
Russian Doll
"Would either one of you like some tea?"
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"[Nadia] No, no, no tea."
Russian Doll
"Ruth, you have a gas leak."
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"Okay? I will call it in while you're in session."
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"-Please don't roll your eyes at me. -No. No. No, no, no."
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"I... No."
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"I don't need to go to see a therapist. No offense to you, but I..."
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"People thinking that I'm crazy is one of my biggest fears."
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"-That's fine. -No, no, no, no. No, no, no."
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"We do not use the word "crazy" in this house."
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"Look, has Nadia ever told you about her mother?"
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"Ah, here it comes."
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"Nadia's mother was a brilliant woman,"
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"-just like Nadia. -Eye roll."
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"But she would get fixated on little things, and..."
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"She'd read somewhere that purple is the color of the seventh chakra healing,"
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"so naturally, she wore nothing but purple for an entire year."
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"And, oh... the mirrors."
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"Don't get me started on the mirrors."
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"One day, she shattered them."
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"And when I came to take Nadia to school, well, the mirrors were gone"
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"and there was glass everywhere."
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"I think there were some shards in your hair."
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"And that's a wrap."
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"-It wasn't that bad. -It was that bad."
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"-I was there. -So was I."
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"Why-- Why mirrors?"
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"Reflection."
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"Proof of existence."
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"Another pair of eyes."
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"See, that's why therapists are important."
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"Without them, we are very unreliable narrators of our own stories."
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"Okay."
Russian Doll
"Okay, I-- I-- I will... I'll give it a try, just this once."
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"Okay, I was wrong. I accept it, but we got to figure out how you died."
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"I told you that wouldn't work, and therapy is one of my biggest fears."
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"It's like if you said that you were afraid of spiders and then I was like, "Here's a bunch of spiders.""
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"Ruth isn't a spider. She's got more of a praying mantis vibe,"
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"which, as somebody who's always been allergic to bees,"
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"I find highly comforting."
Russian Doll
"That's weird. I'm allergic to bees, too."
Russian Doll
"Seriously? Oh, so I guess we run into a bunch of fucking honeybees now."
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"[screaming indistinctly]"
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"[buzzing]"
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"[knock on door]"
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"[knocking on door]"
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"[opens door]"
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"Okay, new plan. Hear me out."
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"What if I go through your night with you?"
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"We recreate what you did that first time. Maybe I see something that you didn't."
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"Look, you don't understand."
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"You get to relive your fancy birthday party with..."
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"awesome people that you don't even like."
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"And I have to relive the worst night of my life."
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"I don't want you to see it."
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"Alan, I have seen some shit."
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"Okay? Whatever happened that night..."
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"you're not gonna surprise me, I promise."
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"[Alan sighs]"
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