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Clips from Russian Doll - Reflection (S01E01)

"-Come on. -[Alan sighs]"
Russian Doll
"All right, what did you do first?"
Russian Doll
"The first time I lived this cycle,"
Russian Doll
"I didn't know she was on the phone before I went in, so... so, um..."
Russian Doll
"we should wait until she's done."
Russian Doll
"[Beatrice] I just hope he is not planning to propose."
Russian Doll
"I was planning on proposing on the original night."
Russian Doll
"I-- I didn't hear any of this."
Russian Doll
"[Beatrice] I spent months trying to get through to him, but he doesn't seem..."
Russian Doll
"She's talking to that guy named Mike."
Russian Doll
"The one she cheated on me with? The one who was at your party? The douchebag?"
Russian Doll
"-A pseudo-intellectual white guy? -[Beatrice] I have to tell him tonight."
Russian Doll
"-That's Maxine's friend. -[Beatrice] Okay, bye."
Russian Doll
"[Alan sighs]"
Russian Doll
"[Nadia] Huh."
Russian Doll
"Huh. So this is the famous Beatrice."
Russian Doll
"Alan. Who's this?"
Russian Doll
"Ah. Uh..."
Russian Doll
"I'm... We just ran into each other on the street."
Russian Doll
"I gotta take a leak. Is that okay?"
Russian Doll
"-Sure. -[Nadia] Thank you. Tiny bladder."
Russian Doll
"[door closes]"
Russian Doll
"Oh. Uh, real quick. Do you have any cottage cheese?"
Russian Doll
"Who eats cottage cheese?"
Russian Doll
"Look, it's how I maintain my figure, all right?"
Russian Doll
"-The bathroom's over there. -Thank you."
Russian Doll
"Who the hell is that?"
Russian Doll
"It's a long story."
Russian Doll
"-She's helping me out with something. -[Beatrice] I thought we were going away."
Russian Doll
"You and I both know that's not gonna happen, so let's get this over with."
Russian Doll
"Look, I know we're supposed to leave tonight,"
Russian Doll
"but I've just been thinking a lot about our relationship."
Russian Doll
"We've been together since we were kids and..."
Russian Doll
"basically, you're like my best friend."
Russian Doll
"But if I'm honest with myself... this isn't what I want."
Russian Doll
"I want more for my life."
Russian Doll
"I want to make mistakes. I want to get my degree."
Russian Doll
"There's so much I want to do, and you just want to stay exactly the same."
Russian Doll
"I love you, but..."
Russian Doll
"[sighs]"
Russian Doll
"...I've been taking care of this, us, you, for the last nine years, and..."
Russian Doll
"I just can't help but realize that I've been worrying about you..."
Russian Doll
"and managing us, and it's just becoming a job."
Russian Doll
"And I already have a full-time job."
Russian Doll
"Oh, you have a job?"
Russian Doll
"Yeah."
Russian Doll
"I'm working on my PhD in literature."
Russian Doll
"Wow, that is totally useless."
Russian Doll
"I'm so sorry. I actually-- I just came over"
Russian Doll
"because I wanted to tell you that these gluten-free crackers are dynamite."
Russian Doll
"Who do you think you are?"
Russian Doll
"I think I get the picture. So you think you can do better."
Russian Doll
"It's interesting, 'cause I actually think that Alan over here"
Russian Doll
"is way out of your league. No one asked you, okay?"
Russian Doll
"Where-- Where'd you get this art from?"
Russian Doll
"Is it, like, all from Urban Outfitters or just a couple of the pieces?"
Russian Doll
"[Alan chuckles]"
Russian Doll
"Who is this woman?"
Russian Doll
"Are we done here?"
Russian Doll
"[Alan chuckles]"
Russian Doll
"[Nadia] All right, great, man. Come on."
Russian Doll
"[Nadia] Yeah. Yeah."
Russian Doll
"All right, keep the crackers."
Russian Doll
"This guy right here"
Russian Doll
"can maintain erections like few men I've known, all right?"
Russian Doll
"And you're gonna miss out on all that, so meditate on that."
Russian Doll
"[crunches]"
Russian Doll
"[door closes]"
Russian Doll
"Stupid."
Russian Doll
"-[door opens] -[Alan] Oh."
Russian Doll
"I know she's not gonna remember any of that, but that was so great."
Russian Doll
"It was great. You were amazing. Thank you."
Russian Doll
"You know what? I really was fucking amazing."
Russian Doll
"I gotta tell you, man. I never stick my neck out for anybody,"
Russian Doll
"but I feel like fucking Rocky right now."
Russian Doll
"Hey, 'cause the thing is it's so great every time."
Russian Doll
"This little bitch fucked you,"
Russian Doll
"and this time, you went in there and fucked her."
Russian Doll
"Yeah. Yeah, thank you. Thank you."
Russian Doll
"You're welcome."
Russian Doll
"You're welcome."
Russian Doll
"All right, so, what happened next?"
Russian Doll
"[Alan] Oh. [dance music playing]"
Russian Doll
"[sighs]"
Russian Doll
"So, is this about as drunk as you were?"
Russian Doll
"I was way more drunk. I don't even remember how drunk I was."
Russian Doll
"Oh, I get it."
Russian Doll
"Uh, hey, bartendress."
Russian Doll
"-Hello. Uh, more drunk, please. -[woman] Here you go."
Russian Doll
"-Yes, thanks. Great. -Yeah."
Russian Doll
"I knew she was unhappy."
Russian Doll
"I don't know why I thought proposing would be a good idea."
Russian Doll
"Sometimes Hail Marys are the best Marys we've got."
Russian Doll
"You ever been married, engaged?"
Russian Doll
"You know, I've thought about it, I've thought about it,"
Russian Doll
"but then I realize that's just a base instinct"
Russian Doll
"mostly for suckers and, you know, mediocres."
Russian Doll
"And so, I move on. I get over it. I mean, I don't really think it's for me."
Russian Doll
"I think I'm meant to be alone."
Russian Doll
"Not many people could go through what we are going through."
Russian Doll
"Mm-mm."
Russian Doll
"That's pretty."
Russian Doll
"Oh, this. This was my mother's."
Russian Doll
"It's a krugerrand. You know what that is?"
Russian Doll
"May-- No. No, I definitely don't."
Russian Doll
"It's a South African gold bullion."
Russian Doll
"It goes for about $1,500 an ounce."
Russian Doll
"Whoa. Cool."
Russian Doll
"I told you my grandparents are Holocaust survivors, right?"
Russian Doll
"No, we basically just met."
Russian Doll
"I'm sorry about--"
Russian Doll
"It's not on you."
Russian Doll
"Anyway, after the war, you know,"
Russian Doll
"most survivors were a little bit paranoid about putting their money in banks,"
Russian Doll
"so my grandparents acquired 150 of these babies,"
Russian Doll
"and then my mother, 'cause she's a fucking piece of work,"
Russian Doll
"she spent them all except for this one."
Russian Doll
"How much is 150--"
Russian Doll
"You know, the price of gold fluctuates, but, uh..."
Russian Doll
"if I had to guess,"
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