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Clips from Russian Doll - Alan's Routine (S01E01)

"You never told me that."
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"Yeah, we actually went to couple's therapy and everything."
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"I don't know. Eventually things just got better."
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"But I wanted to know everything:"
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"how many times it happened,"
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"where it happened,"
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"who was this guy."
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"Was she gonna do it again?"
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"-I don't. I can't. -Why?"
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"I don't do therapy."
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"I know you don't, but it's worth a shot, okay?"
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"And Sean helped me and Sheree get through our problems."
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"I mean, having a third person there really kind of gave us perspective."
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"I can-- I-- I can do it by myself. I can."
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"No one can do anything by themselves."
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"[buzzes repeatedly]"
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"Oh, hey, Coco. Uh, I'm Alan's buddy, six L."
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"-His buzzer's broken. Can you let me in? -How do I know you're not a murderer?"
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"My sparkling personality?"
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"-How many people have you murdered? -None."
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"That's what a murderer would say."
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"[Nadia] Really?"
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"Do I know you? What the fuck is this?"
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"Hey, man, I tried to jimmy your lock,"
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"but I guess that shit only works in movies, huh."
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"How did you find me?"
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"Uh, we're neighbors. I live around the corner on Fifth and B."
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"-No, no, thank you. No. -Oh. No, I'm not selling anything, dude."
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"Do you think it's weird that we live in the same neighborhood?"
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"Do you think it means anything?"
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"Do you think we're dead? That we're the same person?"
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"You know, I got a couple of theories that I'm working on."
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"Us being the same person is my current favorite."
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"How would that even work that we could possibly--"
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"Check it out, check it out. Can you feel this?"
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"Does it hurt? Is it hurting you? It's hurting me."
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"Okay, stop. Just..."
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"Hey, look, pal. I'm not so sweet on you either, okay?"
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"But right now you're the only lead I've got."
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"-Lead? -Yeah, you know, uh, clue."
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"To get out of this, whatever this is, this situation."
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"There is no way out of this situation."
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"And, personally, I liked it. I had control. I-- I knew what was coming."
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"And then you showed up and led me down this weird path,"
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"like a carcinogenic Siren."
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"-You're welcome. -No, I'm not thanking you."
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"You showed up and everything has gone off."
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"I-- I learned something I really didn't want to know."
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"Beatrice, my girlfriend for nine years, has been cheating on me."
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"[Nadia] Whoa. That's very heavy."
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"If you'd like to meet up again, I will be at my birthday party yesterday night."
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"-You're restarting on your birthday? -Ah, yes. Yes, I am."
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"The party's at the old yeshiva on Tenth and A, all right? You can't miss it."
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"And I can tell that you're really bent out of shape about this Beatrice character,"
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"but, you know, we literally just met, so, like, none of this is on me."
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"[Nadia sighs]"
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"From what I gather, we are in this together."
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"["Symphony No. 2 in D, Op. 36-4. Allegro Molto" playing]"
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"[inhales] Or..."
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"if you think about Faulkner's influence on William Styron..."
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"Styron's protagonist..."
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"and living with the legacy of slave-holding territories..."
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"it lays..."
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"very nicely on top of the counter narrative..."
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"of German concentration camp survivors."
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"So we have a hero..."
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"right, who's-- who's haunted by,"
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"but maybe romantically"
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"-compelled by the horrors-- -[door opens]"
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"Excuse me, this is a private office."
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"[indistinct yelling]"
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"[Mike] Fuck you!"
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"[grunting]"
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"Jesus Christ!"
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"-[man] Hey, hey, what's going on? -[Mike] Hey, man, get off of me!"
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"-[man] You need to walk away. -[Alan] No!"
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"-You need to go, sir. -Fucking Christ."
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"-You're an asshole. -Who are you?"
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"I'm Beatrice's boyfriend."
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"[exhales] Ah."
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"-[Alan] Yeah? -You're, uh-- You're Alan."
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"-Yeah. -You know this man?"
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"[Mike] It's--"
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"We're fine. You can go. No, no, no, you don't know me."
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"Listen, Alan. We can talk about this."
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"[screaming]"
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"-That's enough, all right? That's enough! -Okay, I'm going!"
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"Alan... she's unhappy, man."
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"I'm just her excuse to leave."
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"Go to hell."
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"[panting]"
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"-How's my face? -It's fine."
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"-Yeah? -Yeah."
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"Good."
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"'Cause the mirror's gone, so I-- I can't tell."
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"["Irhe" playing]"
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"[electricity crackles]"
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"[electrical current hums]"
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"Twelve."
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"[water going down drain]"
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"["Piano Concerto No. 4 in G Major, Op. 58: III. Rondo: Vivace" playing]"
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"[sighs]"
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"It's gone."
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"Ten."
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"["Piano Concerto No. 4 in G Major, Op. 58: III. Rondo: Vivace" playing]"
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"-Play affirmations for success. -[device chimes]"
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"[automated female voice] Affirmations for success:"
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"I am beautiful."
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"[Alan] I am beautiful."
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"[automated voice] I am loved and deserve love."
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"[Alan] I am loved and deserve love."
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"[automated voice] I am in control. I am in control."
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"-I am beautiful. -I am beautiful."
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"[automated voice] I am loved and deserve love."
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"I am in control."
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"I am beautiful."
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"I am loved and deserve love."
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"[door opens]"
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"-Thank you. -My pleasure."
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"Thank you very much."
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