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Clips from Station 19 (2018) - Nothing Seems the Same (S04E04)

"[ Laughs ]Laughing's not helpful."
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"That doesn't help."
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"[ Laughs ]"
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"[ Siren wailing ][ Laughs ]"
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"Hey. We told youto wait for a tow."
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"He tried to fix it."
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"He thought he could fix it,and it -- it --"
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"It blew up?Okay."
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"Billie, was anyone else hurt?It blew up."
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"Why did it blow up?!Billie, were they hurt?"
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"They ran. I-I don't know.I don't know. They ran."
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"Why did they run?[ Sniffs ]"
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"Billie, are you just scared,or are you on something?"
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"Huh?"
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"Billie?Billie!"
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"Ladder 19,this is Aid Car 19."
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"I have an 18-year-old male"
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"with full thickness burnsfrom a car explosion,"
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"three other teenagers MIA,possibly injured,"
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"possibly high,definitely stupid."
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"Copy, Hughes.We're four minutes out."
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"Get the patient in the aid carand ready to go when we arrive."
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"[ Siren wailing ]"
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"Dispatch,I need four more aid cars"
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"at Black Ball Hillrest area."
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"Tell me againwhat my dad said to you"
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"before he went upthat ladder."
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"He said, "Tell Andreaeverything I did --""
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""Everything I did,I did because I loved her.""
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"Right?"
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"Are you gonna put itin the eulogy?"
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"Elena:Don't you want to sit?"
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"Did my father beat you?"
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"Did he --Did he torture you?"
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"Was -- Was he a monsterand I just never knew it?"
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"No. I was overwhelmedfrom the minute you were born."
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"I-I was in over my head.I-I..."
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"I never planned to be a mother,but I loved you."
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"I-I love you."
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"I just wantedto fight fires,"
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"and I know that youget that, m'ija."
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"Can you notcall me that?"
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"Papi calls me that."
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"I got pregnant,and I thought I was wrong."
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"I was told I was wrong."
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"I was told that I wouldlove being a mother."
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"Elena: I was told thatthe minute I held you in my arms"
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"that I would forget aboutevery dream I had before you,"
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"but that didn't happen."
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"You were born,and I loved you,"
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"but I also resented you,"
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"and I resented your father"
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"for getting to do the one thingwe both wanted to do."
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"I was so depressed."
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"I became unstable,self-loathing, angry, violent."
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"And that wasa different time."
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"No one ever talked aboutmental health back then,"
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"especially notfor mothers."
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"I felt hopeless.I felt like a failure."
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"I wanted to die becausethere was no way out."
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"There was not a way outthat wouldn't destroy you."
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"But I loved you."
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"I still love you, Andy."
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"W-Where --Where did you go?"
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"I went to New York,where my cousins lived."
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"I fought fires for two years,and then I injured out."
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"I need you to understand"
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"that this is the biggest shameof my life."
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"Biggest shame."
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"But notyour biggest regret."
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"[ Exhales sharply ]"
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"You...You aren't sorry."
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"You're not --You're not sorry, are you?"
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"Of course I am.But you -- But youhaven't said that."
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"You've said a lot of thingstonight,"
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"but you haven't said,"I'm sorry for leaving you"
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"Previously on "Station 19"...Andy: There's no way out. I'm trapped."
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