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Clips from Station 19 (2018) - Nothing Seems the Same (S04E04)

"I hate what you did, and I hatethat you did it on my watch."
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"I hate that you putour 19 family at risk"
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"and the PRT in jeopardy."
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"And I especially hate"
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"that you may neverbe a firefighter again,"
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"because you area good firefighter"
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"and the Departmentneeds you."
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"I respected you as a mentor,and you let me down."
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"I let myself down."
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"And I'm sorry."
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"For all of it."
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"Then we're good."
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"[ Knock on door ]"
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"Come in."
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"[ Sighs ]"
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"You look sharp."
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"Thanks...Dad."
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"[ Both laugh ]"
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"I'm sorry."
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"Wow!"
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"Gibson made me do it."
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"That's not cool."
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"[ Sniffles, sighs ]"
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"You ready?"
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"Yeah."
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"Yeah. I am."
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"[ Sighs ]"
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"[ Leah Nobel's"Last One To Know" plays ]"
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"♪ Don't hide from me"
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"♪ I wanna be the oneyou run to ♪"
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"♪ Try and disappear"
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"♪ But I'm the onewho really sees you ♪"
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"♪ Watch you up on the fence"
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"♪ When you coming down?"
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"If you're watching this,my dad was probably your hero."
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"He was mine."
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"He was a great firefighter"
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"but an even better Captain."
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"He brought the best out of everyone"
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"by demanding nothing less."
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"He was a natural leader,"
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"as anyone who's ever worked with him knows."
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"He built great firefighters,future Captains."
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"Maybe even future Chiefs."
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"But beyond that, he wasthe best father he could be,"
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"and that wasn't easy to do,especially on his own."
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"My dad was faced withsome pretty terrible choices"
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"when I was a kid."
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"But he did what he thought was best for me at the time."
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"Every time."
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"He chose to protect me above all else."
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"And while he may have made mistakes..."
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"I have no doubt he'd make them all again"
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"if he thought it was best for me."
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"It wasn't easy growing up without my mom"
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"and without siblings,"
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"but what I've come to realizeis my dad did his best"
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"to give me family."
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"He created a home at Station 19."
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"And everyone under his roofwas his kid."
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"[ Laughs ]"
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"So he may have spent years"
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"protecting me from painand burying his own,"
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"but he did his best to give methe gift of a group of people"
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"who I feel closer to thanany blood brother or sister."
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"He did his best."
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"He did his best by me."
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"He loved me."
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"He stayed."
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"He stayed with meevery minute he could"
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"until he had to leave meto save me one last time."
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"♪ When you coming down?"
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"♪ When you coming down?"
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"Oh, my God.I didn't believe you."
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"I told youyou were crazy."
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"Well, in fairness to you,I was acting crazy."
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"You okay?"
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"Yes and no."
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"I guess...knowing the truthis better than wondering."
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"But again, I'm -- I'm sorryI wasn't here for you."
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"No, no."
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"I took morphinewhen I woke up."
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"I needed it.But now I'm afraid."
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"I'm afraid it's gonna make mecrave more of it."
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"I'm afraid I won't be ableto control it."
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"I need to focuson my recovery."
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"I spoke to Dr. Shepherd,and she suggested I, uh..."
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"take some space."
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"From -- From me?"
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"It's just 90 days,"
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"just to get tothe meetings, okay,"
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"just to work the stepsand get some solid recovery."
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"You're not supposed to makeany big life changes"
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"when you'rein early sobriety."
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"I knew that,and I-I was barely sober."
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"And you -- you wereabout to lose your dad."
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"We had no businessgetting married."
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"So -- So, you regret it?"
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"[ Chuckles ] No!"
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"No. And I never will."
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"But if I want to stay clean,we need some time apart."
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"90 days."
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"Yeah.Totally --"
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"Totally separated."
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"Separated but together,if I want to stay clean."
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"And do you?I do."
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"I want to live a long,long life"
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"and love youevery minute of it."
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"♪ I can't bethe last one to know ♪"
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"♪ I can't be the last one"
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"♪ The distance runs deep"
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"I love you, Dad."
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"We all do."
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"And if there's one thingI wish I could tell you,"
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"it's that I am grateful for you,"
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"because you did your jobso well."
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"♪ And I can't bethe last one to know ♪"
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"♪ I can't be the last one"
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"[ Bell tolling ]"
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"♪♪"
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