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Clips from Transparent - Elizah (S03E03)

"but today was really fuckin' hard."
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"I got up at 5 a.m.,"
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"and I took the bus all the way across town"
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"to go to the stupid fuckin' clinic,"
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"and I waited for five hours"
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"all for the doctor to say I'm not old enough,"
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"and I'm not in the system,"
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"and I need my fuckin' foster parents"
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"who won't do shit but take the check they get every single month."
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"Mm-hm."
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"I just feel like I'm drowning,"
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"like, I just don't want to do this anymore."
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"So, you know, you're asking me how you're gonna help me,"
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"like, why don't you just tell me why"
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"I shouldn't just kill myself."
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"Um..."
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"No, you said you were gonna help me,"
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"so what am I supposed to do now?"
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"Um... sounds very difficult."
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"Difficult. That's a good fuckin' word for it."
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"- Have you been drinking? - What?"
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"Just scratch that. Uh, I'm sorry."
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"Where the fuck are you getting these questions from, man, seriously?"
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"Well, I'm not a man, actually,"
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"Oh. Well, shit. I'm trans, too."
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"Hey, uh, what's your name?"
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"Elizah."
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"My name is Maura."
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"Where are you right now?"
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"At St. Christopher's, the clinic."
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"St. Christopher's?"
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"Um, can I ask you, are you, um..."
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"Do you have, um... Is your mom around?"
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"Look, my mom doesn't give a shit about me, all right?"
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"I would get it, actually."
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"Um, I... I wasn't raised by my mom."
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"My mom was never around."
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"Mm-mm. Both my sister and me were..."
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"We were raised by my grandparents."
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"My mom didn't care."
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"I bet it was nothin' like what I got."
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"This is my fourth foster family."
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"I bet you don't even fuckin' understand what it's like."
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"Have you ever been to South L.A.?"
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"Probably not, so you wouldn't even fuckin' get it,"
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"so this conversation is pointless,"
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"so I'm just gonna fucking go now"
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"- and I don't want to fuckin' talk to you anymore."
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"All right, all right,"
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"- hold on, hold on, hold. - You don't understand."
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"- Hey, Elizah, hold on. - It's just too much."
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"No, hell, no, fuck this shit."
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"- What are you, a fuckin' therapist? No. - No, no, no."
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"- Just walk to a safe place. - Fuck this."
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"- Wherever you are just... - Where the fuck am I supposed to go?"
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"I'm at a fuckin' clinic."
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"Find somewhere there's space, where you're alone."
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"Just... Please?"
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"Are you walking?"
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"You there?"
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"I want you to breathe with me, okay?"
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"I'm doing it with you."
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"All right, just breathe in through your nostrils"
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"And... and now breathe out through your mouth."
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"Let's breathe in through our nostrils. Ready?"
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"And breathe out through your mouth, okay?"
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"Oh, sweetie, okay, okay."
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"All right."
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"I'm here."
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"I can't, I have to go."
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"Elizah?"
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"Elizah?"
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"- Oh. - I don't eat that shit."
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"I just had a call that just went way wrong."
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"I mean, way wrong."
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"- It's okay, boo. - What happened?"
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"I have to go."
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"I mean, we can't save everyone,"
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"we're not therapists or case managers."
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"You're just here to provide support and..."
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"To keep yourself warm,"
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"You repeat it to yourself over and over again."
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"I got out."
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"Now you look over your shoulder."
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"Is someone coming after me?"
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"Or is someone coming to save me?"
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"Thank you."
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"Sign at the bottom."
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"I take it Darryl's been absent."
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"I don't know much about him."
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"Yeah, well, uh..."
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"He's got how many strikes now?"
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"Honestly, like, strike 67."
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"Yeah."
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"- Excuse me. Um... - Which is good, though."
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"Hi. Just sign your name at the bottom."
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"Oh, I'm not a patient."
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"Um, this person here, number eight, Elizah P. Uh, I'm looking..."
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"You're actually not supposed to be looking at that."
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"It's confidential information."
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"Then why do you have it out?"
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"It's for people to sign, not to read."
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"I'm looking for a friend and I think that's her."
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"Are you planning to meet here?"
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"Oh, no, but, uh... but she's, uh..."
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"She's a friend and, uh, I... I'm very worried about her."
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"I was wondering if, uh, could you tell me anything about her?"
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"- Just anything. - I can't give any information out."
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"- I'm sorry. - It's really important."
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"You said you were looking for Elizah?"
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"Are you, like, from child services or something?"
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"but she's in a lot of trouble."
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"Do you know anything about her?"
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"Um, she has bright green hair."
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"Okay. Do you happen to know where she is?"
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"Yeah. She said she was headed to the Slauson Swap Meet."
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"- The Slauson Swap Meet? - The Slauson Swap Meet."
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"I have no idea what that is. What is that?"
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"- Two blocks. - Yeah."
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"- Thank you. - Uh-huh."
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