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Clips from Station 19 (2018) - Can't Feel My Face (S05E05)

"to a bar at 8:30 in the morning?"
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"Hey, it's tradition, and we haven't gone"
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"in a year and a half."
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"[ Sighs ] Why do I suddenly feel like"
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"I'm walking on egg skins with you?"
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"Eggshells."
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"Whatever."
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"I don't think I can do it."
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"Have kids. I mean, it's terrifying."
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"It's like ripping your heart out and --"
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"and watching it walk around the world."
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"Exactly."
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"It is like ripping your heart out"
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"and watching it walk around the world."
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"It's..."
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"Okay, Maya, I love you."
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"And if being married to you means not having any children,"
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"I will learn to accept that"
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"because I don't want to force you to do anything"
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"you don't want to do, especially not something"
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"as big as bringing another life into this world."
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"But I know you."
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"You aren't afraid of anything."
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"So when you tell me that you don't want to have kids"
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"because you're too terrified of it, I don't believe you."
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"Okay, Maya...what is it?"
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"Can you look at me? What -- What -- What is it?"
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"Look, I got demoted"
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"and replaced by a douche who calls me pretty."
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"And my boss is another douche who thinks that"
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"having a handlebar mustache makes you a firefighter,"
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"and I know I made decisions that got me here,"
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"but I was on a track."
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"I was projected to make battalion chief by 40."
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"I mean, maybe even chief of SFD."
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"[ Chuckles ]"
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"And you can still do all of that."
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"You don't get it."
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"You don't understand, Carina."
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"You're a doctor -- an O.B., for God's sakes."
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"You can still do your job and be pregnant."
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"When a firefighter gets pregnant,"
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"they have to report themselves by day one."
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"Day one!"
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"I wouldn't see the inside of a fire truck for 9 months."
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"Do you know what happened to me on duty yesterday?"
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"- What? - I got high on K2 and passed out."
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"What? You know,"
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"there are no pumping brakes in the middle of a call."
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"There are no breast-milk fridges at a fire house."
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"Okay. Lucky for you, there are two wombs"
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"- in this relationship. - Okay, even if you were"
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"the one to carry, I would still be a new mom."
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"And, yes, they would technically give me parental leave."
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"But do you really think that they would promote me"
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"back up after that?"
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"Where the hell are my shoes?"
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"Right there."
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"You know, Warren and Miller..."
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"Mm-hmm?"
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"...they can become dads at the drop of a hat."
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"Okay. And they can enjoy..."
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"[crying] the magic and the spontaneity."
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"And the department can -- ugh --"
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"the department just congratulates them"
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"and gives them a cigar, because the system"
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"is built for them, but it's not for me."
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"Let's not talk about this right now."
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"You know, I tried -- Carina, I tried."
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"I tried, okay, to wrap my brain around it for you,"
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"because you got married for me."
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"I did not get married for you."
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"Okay, I know you didn't."
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"[ Breathes deeply ]"
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"[ Chuckles softly ]"
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"I love you."
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"But I can't do it."
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"[ Sighs ]"
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"[ Inhales deeply ]"
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"[ Breathing heavily ] Okay."
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"[ Sighs ]"
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"[ Mid-tempo music plays ]"
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"[ Indistinct conversations ]"
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"Ben: Now, I know you're still working out the details,"
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"but I'm just saying that if you folded in"
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"a medical response, then it could be like, you know,"
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"Super Crisis One."
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"Super Crisis One!"
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"Super Crisis One!"
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"Hey, you're pitching me like it's my decision, man."
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"Wait. The department shut downthe PRT."
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"Not me!!"
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"I know, I know, but look,"
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"it's just that if it were part of"
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"a new successful program, then --"
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"Ben, we -- we've only had one call,"
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"that we muddled our way through."
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"What, muddled? Ben: No."
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"We did. We're not a success yet."
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"- We need time, man. - You prevented potential"
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"police violence today."
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"- Ben: That's real. - That's a success."
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"- Yeah. - That's real, man."
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"Hey, did I miss the cheers?"
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"- Nope, you did not. - No? Okay."
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"Right on time."
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"Mwah. Hi."
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"That is for you, and that is yours."
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"Thank you, sir."
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"I'm sorry, I'm sorry. What's that?"
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"Yeah."
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"[ Indistinct conversations ]"
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"Hey."
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"Want to -- Want to talk?"
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"No, I want to have a drink with my team."
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"Ben: Anybody talk to Sullivan last night?"
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"No, he came back after everybody cleared out,"
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"and he hit the bag for, like, 3 hours, and --"
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"- Whoa. - Hey, hi, hi!"
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"Sullivan, - what's going on? - Hey!"
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