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Clips from Grey's Anatomy - The Room Where It Happens (S13E13)

I need a scrub nurse and irrigation.

"I need a scrub nurse and irrigation."

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And, Edwards, you and Hunt are gonna go prep

"And, Edwards, you and Hunt are gonna go prep"

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for the anastomoses.

"for the anastomoses."

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We got to work really fast.

"We got to work really fast."

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Nice save, Grey.

"Nice save, Grey."

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Should have thought of it sooner.

"Should have thought of it sooner."

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All right, I'll get him up to ICU,

"All right, I'll get him up to ICU,"

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and... then I can update the family.

"and... then I can update the family."

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I can update the family.

"I can update the family."

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Thank you, Edwards. Thank you.

"Thank you, Edwards. Thank you."

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All right, let's go. Thank you.

"All right, let's go. Thank you."

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Sorry for things that I said.

"Sorry for things that I said."

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Ah, it's okay.

"Ah, it's okay."

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No, it's not.

"No, it's not."

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You were right.

"You were right."

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I was tired,

"I was tired,"

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but I have to learn to push past it.

"but I have to learn to push past it."

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And you did.

"And you did."

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Have you always done that with your mother?

"Have you always done that with your mother?"

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I didn't used to.

"I didn't used to."

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Back then...

"Back then..."

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I was trained to depersonalize the patient.

"I was trained to depersonalize the patient."

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Tissue was tissue, faces were covered,

"Tissue was tissue, faces were covered,"

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and blood was a mess on the floor.

"and blood was a mess on the floor."

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We were to stay focused,

"We were to stay focused,"

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and our hands were inside just mannequins.

"and our hands were inside just mannequins."

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So, what changed?

"So, what changed?"

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One afternoon, I was in the O.R.,

"One afternoon, I was in the O.R.,"

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and we lost a patient on the table,

"and we lost a patient on the table,"

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and I went along to inform the family,

"and I went along to inform the family,"

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you know, tell them the horrible news,

"you know, tell them the horrible news,"

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and I was numb.

"and I was numb."

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I watched them sob and hold each other and...

"I watched them sob and hold each other and..."

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and it didn't affect me...

"and it didn't affect me..."

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at all.

"at all."

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That patient died from the same thing

"That patient died from the same thing"

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my mother died from,

"my mother died from,"

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and I was a robot.

"and I was a robot."

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After that...

"After that..."

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I started changing the rules,

"I started changing the rules,"

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and it made me a better surgeon.

"and it made me a better surgeon."

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We've all hit that point of exhaustion,

"We've all hit that point of exhaustion,"

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the point where nothing makes sense anymore.

"the point where nothing makes sense anymore."

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You've saved her now...

"You've saved her now..."

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...about 1,000 times.

"...about 1,000 times."

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I suppose.

"I suppose."

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Good night, Meredith.

"Good night, Meredith."

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Good night.

"Good night."

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Your body hurts, your brain becomes foggy,

"Your body hurts, your brain becomes foggy,"

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and you feel like you're trapped in a tunnel...

"and you feel like you're trapped in a tunnel..."

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...when all you want is your bed.

"...when all you want is your bed."

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So... how do you keep going?

"So... how do you keep going?"

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How do you not just sit down and give up?

"How do you not just sit down and give up?"

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Sometimes it's easy.

"Sometimes it's easy."

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Sometimes you play games in your head.

"Sometimes you play games in your head."

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You make up someone...

"You make up someone..."

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someone good.

"someone good."

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Hi.

"Hi."

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I'm sorry.

"I'm sorry."

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I didn't think anyone was in here.

"I didn't think anyone was in here."

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Whatever you need...

"Whatever you need..."

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It's all yours.

"It's all yours."

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...to keep you going.

"...to keep you going."

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